Today we having the last class with Aik Sern for our Final Project Development I....due to the amount of students really that much because a lot of them already went back hometown for the term break holiday.

Instead of a technical class, Aik Sern decided to just having a casual sharing talk for us.He told us a lot of stories that about industry...his studio (somehow I found that he prefer to use his "team" than "studio" maybe he do not really want to categarize all his mates by the post)...and also some feedbacks about further study.

Industry and passionrepublic production team always what I want to know the most as well.Topics about further study not really grab my attention because I know I will not able to support myself for it....however Aik Sern still contributed some interesting information about oversea further study and it really set my mind again to convience myself actually self development also the good way to study.Of course if one day I got my own savings then I think it's good to go once for further study also but for sure not just after my diploma graduation.

About the dream that Aik Sern keep on asking us....I agree with him that so called my dream is not really a dream because I always change it according to different situation.I think I really should take a time to think again about my dream.But one thing that myself is so sure....not only those people that thinking to be someone since he is a kid that only can make it....rather to say so I think I should say I believe I am still able to make it although what I want in the future not what I am aiming since I was a kid.

Before I study in college....art seem to be only one of my hobbies and drawing skill is just like one of my talent and I really never think about how I gonna use it in the future.I just know I can try to use it to draw what I hope to draw on a paper.That's it.....But nowadays,I felt different to it already...because I really love it and suddenly too many things that I want to do with it.Maybe one of those things is suppose to be my dream.

I think I am late to think about my dream because I am just only really love the art in this past 2 years.So all the dreams before this 2 years are no longer what I want.I have to rethink again.

All I said above it just seem like an obstacle to me but I do not really feel it taking down me but from other ways it like motivating me as well.....It's just kind of weird feeling that hard to explain....because it make me not in mood to do my work for now first but just think and think about the problem yet I do not feel any upset as well but I felt abit excited.Anyone can help me to explain this kind of feeling in a line?